last few days

I have finally found it. It is an extreme sense of unsatisfaction/discontentedness. I go round and round trying a bunch of things. I have slept long hours, read long hours, ate a lot of unhealthy stuff, smoked enough cigarettes for a month, surfed the net according to my heart's every whim. Yet I find no peace. If I could think of anything new to do for this right now, I would. I am looking at the puzzle in the study and I do not feel an enthusiasm even for that. Clueless.